memories.

been wall papering my walls all night.and there is no space in my room to move.but instead of cleaning up and crawling in my bed.i find myself in the corner of my room writing about life.Thinking about old memories.and all the people who are slowly disapearing out of my life.and all the new ones coming in. All the momories that i wish could be erased. and the one's i wish i could hold onto forever. All the things that hurt to even think about and all the things that make you laugh in the most inapropriate times. All these things have made up who i am today. and even though i still have a massive journey ahead of me, and even though i'm still not the person i want to be, i know things will work out for the best, because everything happens for a reason. and i know i'm a stronger person now that i've been hurt, and a more compassionate person from looking at other people lives. Life will never ever be perfect, but if your living for something bigger then yourself, life will be better. Having hope in something which will never let you down, will always pull you thru the tough times. and having someone who will hold you accountable for things in life, will always keep things fair. So smile when you feel like dying, find hope when you cant hold on anymore. Let go of regrets and don't make the same mistakes. Because life is worth it. it's only just beggining after all...